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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

3:10PM - A Book By Its Cover

Jeff and I are like peanut butter and jelly. We're so in-pocket, all the time, always right behind each other.

He's so open-minded and so very kind to everyone. He's always been there for me, always by my side.

And our friendship is ending one minute at a time.

To be perfectly honest, it doesn't help that I'm in love with him.

We've been best friends ever since we were four. We'd spend hot summer afternoons running in his backyard, jumping through the sprinklers and screaming. We went to school together. We took the same swimming class. We had the same piano teacher. We were in soccer together in the seventh grade.

I don't really know how it happened, or when. I've always seen him as a brother, loved him as a friend. More than a friend or brother or lover, I loved him. That kind of love doesn't really need a label, I suppose. I just wish that he would take off his blinders and see that.

I wouldn't call my hatred of Christina jealousy. Yeah, she's dating Jeff at the moment, and I'm happy for him. I suppose that my hatred for her could be acted out by sticking a kife through her skull. Every time they kiss, every time they touch, my stomach burns. I feel like throwing up... and aiming for her shoes. I wish it were me with him, holding him, kissing him.

My first wet dream had a man involved. My second had Jeff.

Is it wrong to want your virtual twin to sleep with you? Yes, I do have lust for him, I have feelings for him. I love him.

My wishing doesn't make it true.

Jeff doesn't know that I'm in love. He doesn't know that I'm different. That I'm wrong.

Jeff doesn't know that I'm gay.

And how can he love me when he doesn't see?

What should I do?

Current mood: *sniffle*

Sunday, September 10, 2006

3:08PM - Deep breath

Yo, people!

Let me just say first how fantastic this community is. It's a shame that not many people joined up. I've had so much struggle in finding acceptance.

My name is Josh, and I'm seventeen years old in October. I'm gay and find it difficult to be open with people because of that. Last year, I was gay-bashed because a couple idiots got the wrong idea abut me and my friend, Jeff.

The full story:

How It Truly HappenedCollapse )

Current mood: accomplished

Thursday, February 2, 2006

7:12PM

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But LGBT's [and other not straight orientations]
Based 50% on looks and 50% on personality
Join & Apply today!!!
[the first 15 members are to be autoaccepted after filling out an application]
**Also looking for mods and co-mods**

Monday, November 21, 2005

12:47AM

Sorry if this isn’t allowed, but I thought this might apply to someone in here. If not, please delete it. :-)

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This is a place for those in close relationships with a survivor of abuse. If you are dating, married to, living with, or close friends with a survivor, you are a supporter-this community is for you.

Sunday, November 13, 2005

6:30PM - XXL

ive started going to XXL, it is amazing. Its not as big as i thought it would be but it is a nice place to be. 2 dance rooms a bloody big dark room :P and nice people. the only thing is it should be larger because it does get full too soon and you can hardly move around because your always bumping into someone, which can be nice ;P
Im def going again, i love to dance and once i dance i dont stop :) i cant wait to go again.

Current mood: bouncy

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

4:35PM

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Monday, March 14, 2005

9:43PM - Hiya everyone!!

Hiya everyone,
I just joined this community! *waves*  how are you all?  I'm Nichola! :)

Pleased ta meet ya all hehe
Nichola xxxxxxxx

Current mood: happy

Thursday, December 16, 2004

10:08PM

hey everyone
this is my first entry here so hi *waves*
below is a poem i write for a friend after he told me what happened when his friend was beatened for being gay

 

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Monday, October 19, 1998

11:31PM

Hey its brandy agin...posting to say a few things that I would like to say.

Everyone is beautiful.....I admaire those of u who are brave enoufh to face the world and say hey Im the average joe and thats fine w/ me.Also what is thw word gay....Its just simply another word to describe something.Just like love,or beauty.All of these words and others not only describe there meaning but also describe compassion,and courage along w/ individuality and meaning that says hey Im here Im a person and your damn right Im proud 2 be gay.None of these word are potrayed to me as being wrong. T{he only word that shall be dismissed as a mistake is the word hate or dislike...because these word describe fear.fear of things that people cant understand.
well until next time.........bye have a beautiful week.


lovs brandy

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

8:54PM

Hello Im brandy and Im 16 and live in elon ,I just joined.I belive there is nothing wrong w/ love as long as its there no matter how stright or round it is besides thats the problem w/ this world its to busy being prejustice to have love in it..so I love each and everyone.because everybody is beautiful U can
post and find out more info just ask oh yea I forgot Im stright but most of my friends r not but I love them more 4 it.

everybodys beautiful no matter who u r

loves brandy have a great day

Current mood: thankful 4 everyone

Thursday, September 9, 2004

12:19AM

Please help me in my personal crusade against Carnival Cruise lines for discrimination.

USING THE INTERNET FOR GAY RIGHTS ADVOCACY!!!!

Remember, that one person signing the petition and then passing it on (by adding it to your personal LJ) can get hundreds of other people. Just friends posting to friends posting to friends, ad infinatum. YOUR HELP COUNTS!

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I am person number 1 who has banned Carnival for their unequal
treatment of all types of Love.


Learn more!

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

12:10AM

hey guys! i think this community totally rocks. i am 19, from new orleans and my best friend is gay. i adore him to death and i really don't see what the big deal with gays are anyway. its the same love, same everything except its between two people of the same sex! no biggie! anyone can add me if you want :)

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

3:54PM

Yeas- 48 Nays- 50

For Reference

That is outrageous. A the Federal Marriage Amendment, which stipulates that marriage in the United States shall be between a man and a woman, just failed to pass. Yet, what incites me is the fact that 48 of our U.S. Senators voted in favor of this amendment. These are your representatives. Are they really representing your stance on this issue? Do you really feel the need to ban gay marriage through a constitutional amendment? Now, this law failed to pass by a margin of twelve votes, so it's not as close as it may seem, but the fact that so many were in support of this legislation still baffles me. The constitution is our last safeguard in America. As the supreme acting legal document in the country, what it says is law and affects all other laws that can be enacted in this nation. It is the ultimate precedent in a land where precedent carries a tremendous amount of influence. Perhaps, I'm making too big a deal out of a not so close call, but something about this scares me. The absolute weight that altering the Constitution implicates is enough to get my heart racing. Say for instance that an amendment passed that banned Hispanic citizens from voting, because many votes were being cast by illegal immigrants. This could be used later in history as an unhealthy precedent to disenfranchise Asian-Americans from voting. While this example may seem extreme and the situation is completely hypothetical, my point can be clearly witnessed. I would also like to clarify that I do not support homosexual marriage. I, however, also do not condemn it. The point of this piece is not to discuss my personal feelings on the matter, merely to reiterate my disapproval of a Constitutional amendment to solve the issue. As a solution I propose civil unions. Many have voiced favor in letting the states decide on the issue, but this will only create conflicts as couples can wed in one state that allows the marriage and be a resident of a state that has not legalized the act, yet their state of residence will be required to accept the marriage. I will write more on this soon. I have a feeling that the issue of homosexual marriage will play a major role in the November election. More so than even abortion.

Friday, June 25, 2004

6:49PM

Hey, my name`s Sarah. I`m sixteen years old and I`m straight. I`m just looking for communities supporting gay people.

<3
Sarah

Sunday, June 6, 2004

2:19PM

There is a gay pride march in Chicago sometime towards the end of July I believe! I am so pumped so show my support!! :)

3:43AM

Hey everyone! My name is Kit and I'm a straight female. :) I just want to say that I absolutely LOVE gays! They're the most awesome, sweetest, caring type of guys I've ever met in my life. I just love being able to watch guys be able to give other guys hugs without feeling all weirded out and junk. It's just awesome. I completely support gays and everything about them. I don't think anyone should be saying anything bad about gays anyway. For the most part, it is just natural. It was something they were born with and it's not their fault they're not attracted to females. I actually heard that part of the population, no matter which species, are just born gay, because it's natures way of trying to control the population. (Atleast that's what I heard.) Ah well, I'm in complete support here! Actually I support everything, 'cause in my belief, there's actually nothing wrong with really anything. There's just too much media and stereotyping these days. :( People just can't help the way they are and the way they were born, ya know.

Friday, May 21, 2004

1:32PM

I watched Boys Don't Cry...

Oh how I hate people :(

Current mood: blah

Monday, May 17, 2004

10:55PM - =)

Aw, I like this community. It seems too many people are against gays. It's really sad actually. Anyway, my name's Manda and I accept gays, which is pretty much why I joined...

Current mood: tired

Sunday, May 16, 2004

11:30AM

There is no one in my group....hmm...JOIN!